Double Time

So took the pee test Big Fat Negative... O well ... just keep trying. It will happen!!! We are just going to keep trying and get all that much more prepared in the mean time. With tax season here, we plan to get the crib of our dreams and the car seat. We were planning on waiting until we knew for sure but I'm going to go out on a limb and just decide that WE WILL HAVE A BABY!! Plan B if nothing else will be foster/adopt. We've already been certified and ready to go but the house we were in the process of getting fell through. An apartment is ok for us but just doesn’t' feel right for somebody else’s kid. I don’t know . . .